guitar oh guitar

yeah..its been a while... and now its nearly 2 months i'm staying and being jobless at home...(owh...seriously, jobless is the most uncool job on earth!)

i can feel my brain slowly rotting inside...

so, this 2 months, i had develop new interest...watching football games and playing the guitar...

now, lets talk about the guitar first...

well...not to brag, but i've managed to learn playing guitar by just 5 days..and guess what, youtube is my sifu!

(oh youtube! tq very much! u save my pocket from the expensive guitar's lesson)....haha....

i've learned the basic chords and some tips on changing of the cords..and surprisingly, most of the songs use those basic chords...so now, i can proudly say that i'm now able to sing along while playing the guitar..(dulu2 asyik kagum giler dgn org yg pandai main gitar n nyanyi same...selalu jeles bile tgk org main gitar...hehe) WOHOO!~~~

p/s: nak tahu rahsia??dulu pun slalu berangan nk dpt bf/husband yg pandai main guitar..sbb terase macho la sgt2...skng pn masih terase nk jugak yg mcm tu..bole jamming same2..hihi (ketawa gatal..)... tp if dpt yg tak pandai main pn ok jugak...cuz i can still play and sing for him..and only for him...hihihihi (ketawa gatal sekali lagi) ;P

some of the songs that i managed to play are

-kau ilhamku (lagu wajib utk org yg nak main gitar..haha)

-baby by justin bieber

-aishiteru by zivilia

-sebelum cahaya by letto

-i'm yours by jason mraz

-demi waktu by ungu

-semua ttg kita by peter pan

-fall for u by secondhand serenade

- buat aku tersenyum by SO7 (this is the only song yg dh boleh main n nyanyi tanpa tgk chord..ececeh..hehe)

pendek cerita..byk lagi lagu2 lain..sbb semuanya basically menggunakan chord2 yg lbh kurang sama...kene blaja speed jugak..supaye tak nampk kalut time change chord..

so, next step, nk blaja technique strumming plak..and also plucking...

the song yg dah bole main tanpa tgk notes is "buat aku tersenyum" by SO7...(tersenyum bangga..wahaha)

owh, lupe plak nak cerita, sewaktu tgn ini sedang gatal2 berlagak terror utk men"tune" kan gitar, the "e string" telah terputus..(toing!!)..haiyo...disebabkn itu, dh tak berani nk gatal2 tune gitar tu...so bile main, bunyi dia agak lari sedikit..haha...nak hntr ke kedai utk pasang balik string and tune the guitar back..tp dh hampir seminggu gitar tu still mcm tu..huhu...

tp, walaupn keadaan guitar yg mcm tu...i will still practice..hehe

ok, utk football..nantikan entry yg seterusnya...bye2 for now...

jom memasak lagi!

well, like i said before this, my azam during this holiday ialah belajar memasak dr mama sebyk yg mungkin...ilmu harus diturunkan! hehe..
ptg td berkesempatan memasak laksa and kuah durian..
sedap giler i tell u..

MASAK LAKSA PENANG!
masak laksa sng je..utk kuah...rebus ikan (mama gne ikan kembung n sardin) and then asingkan isi dgn tulang.
dlm air rebusan ikan tadi, masukkan asam keping, daun kesum and bunga kantan. continue rebus..
then, sementara tunggu rebusan, masukkan bawang merah, cili kering, serai, lengkuas, bunga kantan dan daun kesum dlm blender.then blend semua...
atas kuali yg berbeza, tumiskan hasil blend tadi...tumis smpai pecah minyak...
then, utk periuk dgn rebusan td..masukkan isi ikan...tulang2 tu bolel blend and ditapiskan sblm masuk dlm periuk jugak..
lpas tu, masukkan hasil tumisan td dlm periuk
(this technique is known as "tumis darat")
pastu..kacau and tambah garam...siap kuah!

utk laksa,rendam mee laksa yg dibeli dlm air and asam keping..rebuskan...then toskan...siap!

sedap dihidang dgn telur rebus, salad, daun pudina, bwng merah n cili padi!

and murah btol rezeki harini..mama pergi meeting ptg tadi..balik2 trus mama tunjuk satu bekas yg diisi dgn durian. "kwn mama bg td sbb mama puasa..jom kopek nyior..kita buat kuah"...bile dijenguk ke dlm bekas, ada dlm 10 ulas durian...hmm..time ni sbr jer la..sbb puasa juga, so hanya bole tgk..tgn hilmi yg tak puasa pula yg laju menyambar seulas durian lalu "ngap"..lenyap trus dlm mulut...*jeles*
uncle cina sebelah ada bg kat mama nyior 3 biji (tQ uncle!)..so, mama dgn penuh semangatnyer telah mengkukur nyior utk santan! and mama puasa ok!
(i always impressed with mama..the energy that she have..even puasa, still bole gi jogging pg..then ptg2 bole kukur nyior lagi! mama mmg superwomen!)
so, jom masak Kuah durian! sgt senang and hasilnyer sgt sedap~~

KUAH DURIAN
masukkan durian (tak perlu buang biji) ke dlm periuk..
masukkan santan kemancur (santan perahan kedua setelah patinyer diambil)
then, letakkan daun pandan utk bau wangi...
lpas tu, bile dh mula mendidih, masukkan ggula putih n gula perang secukup rasa..
tehn kacau..then, lastly, masukkan pati santan tadi...then kacau sebentar..
siap!

kuah durian ni tersgt la best if makan dgn roti yg lembut (cth: roti gardenia)..

harini saya bepuasa juga..(mama n ayah pun..hilmi jer yg tak)
so, time berbuka td mcm pening skit..tak tau nk makan ape dulu..
mama masak ikan goeng, sambal belacan and masak lemak nenas..(mmg kombinasi yg meletop! sdp sgt)..then ada kuah durian and laksa..
so, tahu tak what did i do just now??haha..plzz follow the sequence
1. buka puasa dgn seteguk air teh panas
2. then makan sekeping roti dgn kuah durian dlm mangkuk kecil..
3.makan 1/4 pinggan nasi dgn ikan grg + nenas masak lemak+ kicap + sambal belacan
4. sabung makan kuah durian dgn 5 keping roti (gile kan!! sbb sgt sedap..tak dpt den nk control..haha)
5. habiskan segelas air teh panas itu

eh2??mcm ada yg tertinggal jer....haaa...lakse kan??
well, semangkuk laksa selamat landing ke dlm perutku dlm jam 10.30 mlm 9makan sambil tonton bola Msia vs Lubnan n guess what, Msia menang..yeay!!)

and now, im writing this...i'm so full...dan bersyukur diatas rezeki and nikmat yg Allah telah berikan..Alhamdulillah...

p/s: esok kene ikut mama gi lake garden la nampaknyer...hahah ;P

jom main masak2..

masa terus berlalu, umur pun makin bertambah, tanggungjawab juga akan jadi lebih berat.
so, sebelum kene lapor diri untuk berkhidmay kepada negara tercinta, maka adalah rugilah jika masa ynag ada ini tidak digunakan dgn sebaik mungkin.
best duduk kat rumah, tapi if lama2 pun boring gak.rasa tak best if duduk saje and takde keje (seriously, penganggur adalah pekerjaan yg paling sucks kat dunia ni)..hidup anda jadi tanpa arah tujuan. hari2 pun buat perkara yang sama.nasib baik saya sempat menjumpai jalan keluar dari kebelengguan ini (ahaha, macam rancagan tv la plaks)

i'm very lucky to have a housewife-mother (ape ke bendenyer ni?)..well, senang cakap, ibu surirumah sepanjang masa..mmg best. i can't imagine my life if mama goes to work..mesti sgt tak awesome! (been there when mama used to work 16 years ago) thank god mama berheti and decided to be a full time housewife. (i love u mama)
tapi bila difikirkan balik, kesiannye nnti to my future children..i'm going to be a working mom..saya sendiri tak suka if mama kerja, and i can imagine their feelings too..(wah, jauh kehadapannyer saya berfikir)
but its ok..now, anything is possible.what is more important is not quantity but the quality of the time spend together. (pray that i'll be a good mother..amin..)

eh, dah terjauh la pulak melalut. the point for tjis entry is actually nk ckp ttg diri ini yang belajar memasak dari mama.mama mmg sgt pandai masak (bukan i jer yg ckp ok. bole dikatakan mama mmg sgt popular dgn talent memasaknya dikalangan family, jiran tetangga dan juka penduduk sekitar).
nak tau buktinye, well, just look at our family photo...semuanya "sihat2" belaka..hahaha ;P

so, dikala cuti yg masih fresh ini, adalah rugi jika saya tidak berusaha mewarisi talent memasak mama yg sgt awesome itu. harini ikut mama, ayah n kak yoi gi port weld or nama melayunyer Kuala Sepetang. Kak nurul dgn penuh baik hatinyer membeli sekilo lebih udang kertas yg besar2 tu..she ask me to cook butter prawn. tapi i never cook that dish before.nanti if buat and tak sedap, rugi jer udang yang fresh lagi segar dari ladang itu (ops! bukan ladang la..tapi laut! haha)



so, lastly we decided to cook udnag masak rendang. so, sambil2 tu bole ler blaja memasak dari mama. senang jer rupenyer nk buat rendang udang ni.
nak tahu cara mama? begini..

-bersihkan udang (tak perlu bunag kepala, cukup sekadar pototng bahagian yang tajam tu)
-blend bawang merah,serai, halia, kunyit hidup, daun kunyit dan cili kering.
-letakkan bahan yg dah blend tu dlm kuali.
-then masukkan santan (masukkan santan yg cair tu dulu)
pastu, masukkan bawang, daun kunyit, halia and serai yang diricik.
- then, masak sampai pekat. pastu, bile dah pekat sikit, masukkan pati santan..lastly, masukkan udang tadi bile santan dah menggelegak.
mama ckp, if buat rendang seafood (udang/kerang) tak perlu gune byk sgt halia.nnti tak sedap.and if buat rendang ayam or daging, bhn mentah dh masukkan dulu sekali time awl2 tu...(kalau udang, masukkan last skali sbb tak nk udang tu over cook and mengecut thus hilang manisnyer..)

lpas tu, walla! siap la rendang udang..
makan dgn nasi putih panas, kicap and timun..mmg aweseome lah!
(thanx mama! ;D)


eh2..ni bukan gambar hasilnyer tadi tau..tapi it looks something like this la..(ape nak buat, den takdo camera..so, tok dapek la eden nk tangkap gamba..huhu)

udang ni if buat masak minang pun sedap gak..mama ckp masak minang and rendang tak beza sgt..if masak minang, kne gune byk lengkuas and bawang putih..tu jer pun bezanyer..hehe..
ok la..my new azam, nak belajar memasak dari mama sebyk yg mungkin!

p/s: bak kata org tua, "org perempuan ni, belajar la setinggi mane pun, tapi if tak pandai memasak, tak best!" 9ahaha..yer ker org2 tua ckp cmni?cm lain jer..ahaha..blasah jer la) ;P

masjid impian

melihat rakan2 membina masjid (setelah berjaya membina cita2 bergelar Dr) makes me happy.i'm soo happy for them.for me, wedding is a very beautiful event...
and i love attending them, especially if pasangan pengantin adalah kawan seperjuangan.
congratulations to all my friends yang sudah berjaya membina masjid impian mereka.
semua kelihatan sama cantik and sama padan..
yg perempuan kelihatan sgt gojes..while yg lelaki kelihatan sungguh macho and tampan..
bak kata pepatah, "ibarat pinang dibelah dua"..(yeah..i know its cliche..hehe...)

melihat mereka dihari bahagia mereka, makes me think of my own "hari bahagia" as well..
of course, kalau ditanya tentang wedding impian..mesti nak buat yang besar-besaran...mesti grand gitu...ahaha

tapi, itu semua dulu la...time masih muda remaja...( tapi sekarang pun muda lagi ape..kn?kn?hehe)

but if u ask me now,my answer would be..i wish for a very simple and sweet wedding. tak perlu la grand2 sgt.

sweet and simple.

yang penting, everybody that i love and i care (and those who cares for me) attend my wedding. and semua org happy. tak perlu juga hadiah besar2. doa utk kebahagiaan berpanjangan pun dah cukup sgt2. (wah, i sound so matured ;P)

ape2 pun, tahniah sekali lagi buat rakan2...bestnyer korg dah jumpe dgn soulmate korg. and i hope that my soulmate will reveal himself to me soon. haha

Ya Allah, berikanlah yang terbaik buatku...sesungguhnya, hanya ENGKAU sahaja yang tahu apa yang terbaik untukku..amin...

menipu supaya tidak dikatakan menipu

logik kah? aci kah? patut kah?
"menipu supaya tidak dikatakan menipu"
hm..of course, menipu itu berdosa...
kalau tanye budak2 kecil pun, mereka lebih mengetahui...
so, why need the statement?
of course la we have to reject this statement 200%..
so, why need to discuss? cuz there is nothing to discuss...
oleh itu....dengan ini, topik ini ditutup.sekian.

i wish the night will never end...........

to tutors and tiros...
setelah hampir setahun merancang, akhirnya.."malam" itu tiba juga...
it is the night to celebrate..
a night to remember...
a night that will be always close to our hearts...
everybody dress to their best...
it feels like we r in the hollywood as we have the actual red carpet session...
it was indeed expensive but it is totally worth it!

i was incharged in ushering the VVIPs of that night..and have to sit together with them at the VVIP table...yeah, of course.. i prefer to sit with my friends...spending the night together with them...but i believe that everything happens for a reasons...
at the table, had some opportunity to mingle around with the new IIUM Rector, Dean as well as the chief of HTAA...
the best part of it is when one of the Prof pointed out loud to both of us..."are u both happened to be engaged??"...and we both answered together at the same time (ala-ala mcm choral speaking tu).."owh..NO.." sambil memandang each other and smile...hehe

the night was indeed a blast!
i really enjoy myself...love being together with all my friends....
despite with some errors here and there, i think that the night is perfect in every single way...
oh...
i wish the night will never ends...

.....mixed feeling.....

sedih.....
feels like crying rite now...
tomorrow will be the last day....
masih teringat saat pertama melangkah kaki ke uia ini..
time tu sangat naif...takut...dunno what to expect..
and now it seems like it just happen yesterday...seriously...
time flies really2 fast...seriously i tell u...
i can still remember mama n tah helping me cleaning up my room during my taaruf day..
and now, i'm packing back all my stuff to leave this room that i've been stayed for 5 years...
sedih.....
and being together with my friends..thank god Allah had gave me such a wonderful circle of friends...being together during ups and downs..
sedih....
bile sekali memikirkan perkara ini, terasa seperti tidak mahu meninggalkan uia ini..
can i just pause and stay at this moment for a while??
can i???can i??
i just want to enjoy this euphoric period of time...i love this!
huhu....
after this..
no more going to classes/lectures...
no more staying up late finishing up the case writeup..
no more gossiping...no more flirting..no more stalking...
no more discussing...(owh my...i hate all the NOs...)
even tho sometimes i stress out, but now when i'm looking back at it..i just realized that i'm actually love all the things... (to be continued...)

Maha Mengasih dan Maha Penyayang

Alhamdulilah...praise to Allah...
rasa mcm still kat dlm mimpi....
when Dr Sharin announce my name "Dr Puteri Nurul Diyana", i stand proudly and i can't stop saying alhamdulillah repeatedly in my heart...
Sesungguhnya, DIA Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang...
And now, the responsibilities is mine...He had give me this amanah..
Thank you Allah...Insya Allah i'll do my best to give the best as a muslimah Dr..
and i'll also work hard to be the best servant of Yours Ya Allah...



i'll be Dr Puteri Nurul Diyana Bt Ahmad Ainuddin officially after the Bai'ah session this 1st June 2011...(even tho people had start calling me Dr now, its ok...cuz i like the feeling of hearing it) ;)

the first time i cry because of u.....

i never felt like this before...
Alhamdulillah, for the past 5 yrs, i never cry after facing 'it'...
but yesterday, i can't hold back my tears anymore..
i feel very2 bad....i was hoping to get a second chance to redeem myself but i don't...
and i start to feel very2 sad...i manage to control my sadness until i'm in my room..
and i cry...my dad try to comfort me on the phone..
he said that this is not "me"...
he said that i'm a strong person and since this is the path that i choose, i have to be stronger...and accept all the possibilities that might happen...
but i'm sorry ayah, this little girl of urs is not as strong as she appears to be...
i'm sorry bcuz i worried u...and mama, tq for your faith in me...



now, all i can do is to pray to God to give the best to me...
because only HE knows what is the best for me...

"Ya Allah, berikanlah yang terbaik untuk ku...Sesungguhnya, Engkau Maha Pengasih lagi MAha penyayang..aminn"

**patiently waiting for the final result this evening**

Mimpi!

what is "mimpi"?
some of us might say
" ala..it is just a mainan tidur...not reliable langsung!"
or
"ko fikir byk sgt tu...tu la pasal sampai termimpi2.."
or
"hmph..tak basuh kaki la tu sebelum tido..." (ape la kaitan basuh kaki dan mimpi ek?mimpi kan dicontrol oleh otak...so, sepatutnya 'hmph..tak basuk OTAK la tu sebelum tidur!"..hahaha..)

yang lagi best if tanya kat budak skema/ science nerd. jawapannya adalah seperti berikut: "oh! mimpi adalah disebabkan oleh aktiviti otak yang berlebihan ketika tidur.apabila kita tidur, otak akan mengeluarkan gelombang2....bla..bla..bla...yada..yada..yada..." (betul tak? hehe)

and sometimes, we are not able to recall back about our dream..."ala, aku mimpi best semalam..tapi seriously aku tak ingat langsung what happen..tapi mmg best la...!"

but i believe that it is more than that...especially if u already ask for God's help to give u some signs and petunjuk upon deciding on something (i'm talking about those who performed solat istikharah earlier)...

hm...so, nape tetiba nak cakap tentang mimpi ni? best sgt ker mimpi yg semalam tu?
hehe...



yes! last night dream was awesome!! i dream i met my 'prince charming' (i had no idea who he is)! haha kelakar giler...tp memang best...

again,i had no idea who he is...tak kenal and tak pernah jumpa pun...but he's handsome ok! (but now if u ask me, i can't really remember his face..haha)
met in the ward..he's the new Hos reporting for duty...
told me he is an alumni of MCKK (awesome!)..studied medicine in jogja...and the best part of the dream is, he went to my house to introduce himself to my mother and grandmas...(comel giler!!!)



tapi...ini semua hanya mimpi...diulangi.. HANYA MIMPI!!

tapi mimpi sampai tak nak bangun tau! hahaha..but what to do..dream is just a dream...have to wake up and come back into the reality...

well, thank u mimpi sbb anda bagi saya mimpi yg awesome mlm semalam..
walaupun malam semalam i'm not expecting for anything pun...
penat sgt tido lepas study for pro..(chewah...budget study hard la tu ;P)

oh, tak sabar nk tidur mlm ni plaks...wants to see what else "mimpi" wants to offer to me! ;P

satu tahun yang lalu

"satu tahun yang lalu, segalanya bermula....
kenangan manis diabadikan bersama...
alangkah bestnya di masa itu...
gembira. ketawa. sepanjang waktu...
kini semua terasa kembali...
saat indah kekal dihati...
walau kini hanya kenangan..
kenangan yang pasti tak akan ku lupakan!"

oh how i wish i could turn back time...i could still remember that feeling...being away from family for the very first time (outside m'sia i mean...siap across the sea lagi)
bile dah kat negeri orang, susah senang memang sentiasa bersama...many things that happened along the way...and we help and support each other...


-naik kijang and duduk kat boot belakang yg takde seat (seriously, walaupun pening, tapi best giler!)

-naik vios sampai berhimpit2 4 orang kat belakang (nasib baik semua slim2 aja..hehe)juge utk pergi jalan2...hehe...yeah..those sweet memory...

-jalan kaki sejauh 3 KM...singgah jap solat kat kampung berdekatan (masih teringat ibu2 yg br sahaja selesai solat, sementara menunggu imam membaca doa, mereka membuka telekung yg mereka sarung semata2 utk meminjamkan pd kami utk solat maghrib...i bet this situation won't happen in our country where "mind ur own business" is more prominent...seriously, time ni mmg terharu smpai mcm nak nanges pn ada..hehe

-"naik-turun" malioboro ntah berapa kali...menjadi pengkritik tetap time shopping and also time tawar menawar...

-pergi brunch bersama windy and the gang...everytime pun pergi makan ke kedai2 yg berlainan..oh, how lucky for us to hv the chance to know them..thanx to buku fadhil yg tertinggal kt RSUD bantul..menjadi punca perkenalan dgn windy...

-peristiwa di al-fath..."bilik persalinan dan ......"
oh! that's so embarrassing! until today, we didn't know whether he heard "it" or not...i can still remember the look on our face when we came out from the dressing room...haha...dare not to confess till today! ;P

-solat berjemaah bersama.... ;)

-i learn how to be patience from that person...really amazed with the way that person handle such problems/conflict! saat inilah bermula ...teetttt ;P

oh, so many good memories....




ya...ini semua berlaku setahun yang lalu.....

hati yang rosak...

heart is a very fragile organ .....
so, please handle with care....

(the rule of "once broken consider sold" yg ada kt kedai2 cenderamata kaca yg comel dan kiut-miut itu tersangatlah tak applicable here okay!)

so, don't simply give ur heart to anybody....
choose the most trusted person who can take care of it very well....

and i hope that i'll meet the person soon..

words can hurts...(and heal??)

well lets talk about words...
sometimes its amazed me about how God had created us...with brains that enable us to function and think and create such things as "words" for communication (in fact, i'm using it now! haha..wonder how would it be if there is no such things as words! now, can u feel like how i feel????amazing rite!)
but still, when it comes to something, there will always be the bright and the dark side
(blame ying and yang?? i guess not!)

well, the thing that trigger me to write this post when i was hurt by some words few days back...
yeah, some people are just not good in using them..i just don't understand...
(perlu bayarke untuk megeluarkan kata2 yang menyedapkan telinga yg mendengar??...well is it hard to talk something nice and more soothing to other people? why?why?? *sori..emo sikit**)

or is it bcuz of inferiority complex...(u know, the one that people talk bad to others just to make sure that they look/feel good about themselves..at least they are keperasanan sorg2 la...**sorry..emo lagi!!**)
to make it worst, it came out from the person whom u like...huhu (takpe2..mungking dia tak bermaksud pun tu..tension agaknyer............................***but still!!!!ishh...emo lagi***)

well, thats why, people always say, before u open ur mouth, use ur brain...yeah..maybe the person is try to make a joke or a cynical remarks..but still!!!! i believe we are not that close enough yet, for u to talk to me like that...the most hated part is that i can't fight back..( i chose not to fight back...just smile and think how childish u r )...

ok la...enough then..better continue my study...pro exam is just around the corner...
p/s: well, i keep telling to my self..i am strong..no words can hurt me..so...**duh! talk to the hand**



~~post kali ini agak emo kerana ia lahir dari hati yg tgh emo...blame the hormones..hahaha ;P ~~

it was a blast!

yeah...it was a blast!
(nak tahu ttg aper?? jeng3x) ;P

its already been few times for me and my friends try to plan for a dinner date specially for our group posting which is Group E 10th batch MBBS IIUM...
since this is our final posting...final year...final moments, so we decided to make a day/night to remember...at first, we thought that it is quite impossible..tambahan plak our final posting ni kat O&G plak...nak kejar delivery,procedure,bla.bla.bla.....and with the pro exam that is getting nearer and nearer in every seconds......but at last...we still managed to make it! *cayalah korg!

and alhamdulillah..it was a blast! (*smiling from ear to ear)

in the evening, we played bowling at megalane in mega mall..initially, we wanted to book the lane but since that it was saturday, the manager said that we have to just walk in....sepul was there since 4pm and we only managed to get the lane at 6.15pm!! (thank u sepul for being patience!....)
not all of us play the game...but those who didn't play still come to give moral support!
thank pom-pom girl! (kak rai,ayu,kak aliya and anaman)

to make it more interesting and competitive, we divide ourselves into 2 team...
the first team: me,ain,wan kd,sepul, akram and lihin....
the second team: tim,yana,kak wahid,nuar,hafiz and ash

its such a wonderful time spending together like this....
we cheer for everybody..regardless the strike, the spare and also longkang!....
mmg kecoh tempat boling tu semalam.... but who cares! all of us just wanna have fun! and we surely did! ;))

the first game was lead by the second team..(kak wahid yg sgt teror sb asyik strike jer...)
but in the end, our team (the first team) manage to catch up and won the game cumulatively! cayalah korg! ;))
*second team, sila berusaha lagi eh...hehe ;P

after bowling, we went to santai for our dinner date...
kak rai dah tolong tempahkan tempat..and we got the pondok kat tengah2 tu...best and cantik! *good job kak rai! ;)

akram appoint himself to be the PIC for the night..and anaman was there to help him...
to cut the story short, i got the title "miss bossy" with the majority of 15/24 votes..thats quite high huh?!..hehe..

byk sebernarnye yg berlaku...all u can see from ana's album in fb...
yg paling best time sesi "kotak ingin tahu".....
everybody mmg sgt sporting sekali menjwb soalan2 hot dari akram (kalah melodi)...haha
all and all...we had such a great time together!
and for tukar2, hadiah, my present was given to salam..i got him a tie and a mirror...
and i got 2 presents from nuar and kak imah...
-buku "isteri yg menyejukkan hati suami" and a large brooch! *bling2! mmg best la...

yeah...i conclude that..our nite was a blast indeed! ;)



p/s: more pictures here--> (click)

Lets Zumba!

is there a way to release my stress and at the same time i can loose some weight and also have fun???
sape tahu jawapan, sila angkat tangan macam saya (sila gunakan intonasi usop wicha kak limah...hehe)

lets ZUMBA!!!!
ape itu zumba wahai cik puteri???
well, zumba is a fitness design from africa..kira ala-ala mcm aerobik tapi bukan poco-poco dan taichi..hehehe..(pahamkah?)
basically, zumba ni lagi best skit if compared to aerobik...sbb in aeerobik, the routine is more or less limited but in zumba, u can dance till u pengsan...
what i realized, zumba ni lebih kepada taraf international....macam ada hip-hop+ african + hindustan + belly dance + zapin (ye ker????)...



dah pergi sekali mesti nak lagi! yg best, the instructor semua mmg cool! seriously..COOL!!!! hehehe....

so, lets zumba!

masih ada pelangi....

tatkala kita sedang bergembira menikmati cahaya matahari...
datang pula sang awan hitam (bukan awan nano yer..hehe)
membawa nya pergi...
hujan dan ribut pula berganti..
namun...dihujung hari..
tetap masih ada pelangi ;)

oh...sory because of the late entry..yesterday was a very memorable day...
i got most of the things that i want..yes!i'm lucky to have good frens who will always be there...im sooo lucky to have them..mereka sgt baik hati...terima kasih..nama anda kekal menjadi tatoo di hati...*terharu! sobs!

bought the Tun M book...and capture the precious moments in my fb...
love the pictures very much...





craving ku juga berjaya dipenuhi...nasi lemak and sate! hehe....
banyak gile makan smlm...i'm sure i gained at least 1 kg today..(oh no!)

but all and all, im happy...

thanx Allah for surrounding me with good and kind people...

there is also another reason that makes me happy...
its just a small thing but i can tell u, it makes me soo happy and i'm smiling all the way...
*dah mcm kerang busuk dh ni...hehe

i don't know...adakah itu adalah tanda? suratan? atau kebetulan?
(or am i just psycho..try to relate all the thing to it...huhu..i wish i have the answer...so that i won't be left here wondering...)

takpe2....masih ada pelangi.... ;)

mengidam....aka craving....

lately, ive been craving for so many types of food...
bila terbayang jer terus crave....
the latest, smlm i crave for durian....sedapnyer...
well maybe bcuz of my perakian blood...who is very sensitive as now is the musim durian in perak....(logikkah???)..hehe

and today, diffrent story...my crave dah naik lagi ke satu tahap yg lebih tinggi...
teringin nak makan nasi lemak yg sangat berlemak...diulangi, saya nak yang bersantan lemak ok...tak main la nasi lemak yg mcm2 biasa jer tu...huhu...bestnyer...
(tetiba terbayang nasi lemak yg dijual kat satay zul...*kecur air liur tau!
oh! ada satay juga kat satay zul! best nyer if dapat.....
well...my biggest proiblem in getting to get access to what i want is basically transport la...kalo ada keta nih, mmg "panjang" dah kaki ni...

my wish for today, gi ECM and beli buku Tun Mahathir tu...pastu gi makan nasi lemak yg berlemak berkrim and also satay di satay zul....
p/s: hanya mampu ber"wish"...sb takde org nak layan...prince charming, where art thou? reveal ur self and fulfill my wish! *jgn harap la...huhuhu -_-"

the uncertainty

there are many things in this world that will make us feel uncertain...
no one can sure that everything they know is 100%...yeah, we are just humans...
we learn by making mistakes...we learn by choosing the wrong one...no matter how we face it, at least at the end of the day, we are still learning...

but how about those who keep choosing the wrong one....and still keep repeating the same mistakes? do they ever learn?well, its not for me to judge..maybe they just have to learn the hard way...

so, ape sebenarnye mesej yg cuba anda sampaikan disini wahai cik puteri???

haha..i'm blurr...actually, i'm having some hard times when it comes in dealing with my feelings...its hard for me to fall for somebody, and when i do, i'll fall hard...*dang+hate it! its been a while since i get attached to somebody...oh..i shud rephrase it...its been a long long time already...not "a while" ok...huhu..
i think i need to learn on how to control my feelings...
maybe its just not right..i think this is the way God wants to protect me from being more hurt later...only God knows the best...

my good friend once told me, there is a big reward behind being patience...
so, i'll keep reminding my self...to be patience...
the time will come..and when it does, i'm sure i'll be the most happiest girl in the world...

p/s: owh...i'm tired waiting for u prince charming...where are u? please reveal urself...i'll be waiting for u patiently...